We’ve been training for about two months now and rather than feel encouraged, I’m left feeling burdened. Sometimes I catch myself asking what I’m training for. I know that these trainings are important but I don’t feel prepared.
Not to put a damper on any the importance of training but I don’t look forward to them.
Missions has always been easy for me, the training part at least. I know what’s expected and what we’re supposed to learn but this year I’m tired.
Maybe because this has been a tough year, full of crap I hadn’t expected, but it’s harder to feel excited.
But in the end I trust that God will change my heart and my perspective. Maybe I’m just burnt out. I need to refresh.
